I think that I will always have this… This feeling or maybe a soft spot for this boy… Okay. Maybe not a boy but a man… I laugh internally because I am so pathetic for writing this.
I never knew him enough, pass the fact that he used to live in a full house, Mom, Dad, Uncle, Grandma (?), Sister and a Brother? Time sure does fly. He told me this last summer. Anyways, we only got to hang out a few times over the summer of 2011 because at the time, our best friends were in a relationship. I remember the day Elaine told me that he thought I was “cute.” I hope she wasn’t lying! Haha. His quiet demeanor tore me apart inside because I am the complete opposite. His handsome face, with that gorgeous smile that emitted from his lips… However, his eyes did look a bit sad at times… from what I remember. He did not look satisfied with the way things were going in his life.
I hope that one day, when things are good on both ends of the spectrum, we can get something to eat and catch up. He’s in the Navy now and I’m pretty sure I’m not even existent in his mind. That’s okay. I hope that he’s safe and happy and that might sound weird coming from a girl that barely knows a guy, but I mean that deep from my heart. Genuine.