lacksadasical

That’s how I’ve been feeling all day. Someone slap me and tell me to do homework. 

Overall this weekend has been two loops on a roller coaster ride. The beginning of this week, I just started my monthly and was studying for my physio lab exam. I felt okay on Monday and Tuesday, when Wednesday came around for the exam, my nerves shot up. I asked my classmates to stab my arm haha so I wouldn’t have to take the test. No one did it though. Like usual, I was one of the last students to leave the class and when I turned on my phone, I saw a text message that my parents got me a car! Beyond excited, but relieved and fearful that my lab exam was done. I smoked with my roommate, her boyfriend, his cousins, and their neighbor. I was on a good one. I haven’t felt that relaxed in a while and I slept in til 10:30 am! Never slept in that late this semester. It was awesome :3 I then went to class, met up with Michelle and Katie for peer advising to talk about classes next fall <— now that made me excited, but afterwards Michelle invited me out! Now that made me go through the roof! Haha went to Anatomy lecture and just couldn’t pay attention! I just wanted to eat dinner with Francisco, Abbie and Vincent. I was getting hangry… lol I then found out that DJ boy was spinning on CAMPUS but it’s okay, I caught up with friends. Didn’t have class on Friday because we had an exam on Wednesday but I had an interview with Spartan Hearts for the secretary position and I stayed in the library til 2:00. Went home and took a nap and later that night went out with Michelle and Candice! It was a good night! I didn’t know what to expect since I’ve never seen them outside of the school environment. They showed me around downtown which was nice! I now know a few places haha. Those two were done after 3 drinks and I was just beginning to feel it, but we went home at 1:30ish and I went to bed at 3 and had to wake up for Spartan Admitted Day at 7:30! F my life lol. I got to school 15 minutes late and stayed til 12. It was actually really fun hanging out with the officers! It’s weird how people come closer at the end of the year and now that a majority of them are graduating, super kawawa! But it’s life and thats just the way it goes. After Admitted Day, ate late lunch with Jordan and the two ladies at Kumako in Japan Town. YaAaAAmMMMm. I got hit by a door, but it was my bad because I was in the way :B and I FOUND OUT CANDICE is HALF  FILIPINO. Ughhh what else? I took a nap after eating and just literally bummed it all Saturday. No bueno… D: OH WELL. WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT IT NOW?! Nothing. Feelin sleepy but not sure if I’m gonna sleep. Meep. We’ll see. 

@1 year ago
#SJSU #College #Spring 2013 #Meow #skfjbskdfjbsf 

‎2 of the best conversations with my Pa at Home Depot:

Me: *carrying 50 pound bag of sand into my trunk* Why is the sand so heavy?
Pa: Because it’s wet… DUHHH
Me: Oh… you’re right… Hahahahhaa
Pa: That’s like asking, “Why do I need to poop?” “Oh yeah, I just ate.” It needs to come out DUHHHHH.

Me: Do you think physics is the number one science there is?
Pa: No.
Me: Did you honestly even like physics?
Pa: FUCK PHYSICS! Excuse my language… *laughing*
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I feel the same way Pa!

@1 year ago with 1 note
#home depot #physics #my pa #meow 

I have had quite the weekend. The longest weekend in a while actually. And at that, I haven’t posted a blog in forever! Let me back up a few weeks before I get started on this long weekend I had. 

Finals Week:

Man, chemistry was hell for me! Haha. I am not going to lie. It caused me to drink tons of coffee, eat unhealthily, sleep at early hours of the morning! I was just a complete mess. It even caused me to miss a weeks worth of my period! (As usual, my mom thought I was pregnant -_________-) After my chemistry final, I was still on edge because I wanted to know my grade! And thank goodness I found out like 2-3 days later, and I did pass! So, my stress levels went down! 

Week later:

After school has ended, I resigned from my old job Sonoma Chicken Coop. It was pretty sad, but I got a job on campus that would open many more doors for me in the long run. I’m so thankful that Sonoma was my first job and would not have it any other way. During this time, I was running every day for 15-20 minutes each. I was also keeping track of my food. Running has definitely made a difference in my mood and the way I looked at things. It made me way happier and I went to bed feeling good. Then my parents flew up on June 1st, here’s where the fun begins.

My long weekend:

I haven’t seen my Ma since February and I haven’t seen my Pa since November! So you can imagine how excited I was to see my parents! The day before I washed my car because I knew that they’d say something if I didn’t, I even got my car vacuumed! Ever since moving up here, it’s been so hard getting a carwash because of time constraints and because the weather up here is random as hell! Anyways, I arrive at the airport and I see my parents on the spot and the biggest SMILE appears on my face :) Even thinking about it makes me smile!! I give them the longest hug each and we’re off to go get breakfast. My Pa’s beard is disgustingly long hahaha and I even braided it (gross). We went to Ihop and ate breakfast. Mind you, I have been eating oatmeal everyday straight for like weeks on end because… well that’s self explanatory, I’m a college student haha. So I GRUBBED. We went back home to my place to relax a bit. My parents ended up napping which was a good thing for me! After their nap, we went to HR at State so that I could turn in some paper work, then to Tmobile, lunch at Sonoma and to get my last paycheck (they were so sweet to not make us pay!), went to Valley Fair to walk around, and lastly, went to watch Snow White and the Huntsman (ugGggGGgh CHRIS HEMSWORTH). We leave San Jose around 9:45 for Oakland and get there in exactly 45 minutes! 

All day Saturday, we were in San Francisco! We went to Alcatraz Island and let me say, it was pretty cool! the audio tour of the prison was pretty cool, telling you the story of different areas inside. The island itself is beautiful, I mean, hell it was such a NICE DAY. Cold and windy as hell, but the sun was shining and I could not complain! I was with my family! After Alcatraz we went to the Union Square and had a brief coffee and crepe break. We also went shopping a bit. Of course the three girls got something while Pops sat there patiently. After Sf, we went back to Oakland and drove to Rockin Crawfish! Oh my gahd, all I can say is “WOW” <— actually that’s all my Pa said lol. If you love Boiling Crab… then you haven’t tried Rockin Crawfish man…!! We grubbed and grubbed and ate like there was no tomorrow! We were so stuffed, we decided to go to BayStreet to walk off our food and then went back home. I went to bed feeling extremely exhausted and warm, but I just ignored it thinking it was my long day.

Sunday morning, I woke up extremely warm, thirsty, and sore. Lucky me, I had a fever the day my parents were to leave! Fuuuu. I took some meds, napped for a good  hour before they left and felt better! But over the course of the day, my fever went up and down and I had a growing headache. Cold compress and fluids were a necessity! 

Monday morning, I woke up on fire! My temperature was 104. Couldn’t believe the number, was a bit delirious. Missed my first day or work (but I called in and thank goodness they’re understanding). My sister had to miss her first day at the gym because of me :( But thanks to her, I got better. Through out the day, I got better, but the head ache still lingered. I went to bed not feeling as horrible as the past day. 

Tuesday morning, I woke up feeling fine actually! Made a doctor’s appointment in San Jose and drove down. But the drive was the worst part, I started feeling sick again… when I got to the office I had a temperature of 101.. yep, the head ache was lingering back. I got my medication at Cvs and went to Safeway/Vons to pick up a few items because my place was foodless. By the time I got home, little squirrlley Lori scared the shit out of me and forgot I wasn’t feeling well. I made lunch, took some pills and hoped it would magically kill all the pain I was feeling. But I was wrong! My headache was like a drill, drilling into cement! I even cried man, it was that bad. I cried about other things, but that’s far to embarrassing for me to post. I finally took some pain meds and fell asleep and woke up with the head ache gone and I think I sweated out that fever cause my bed and body was drenched. I was awake to see Lori walk through the front door and we chatted a bit before we both went to bed. 

Wednesday, rested all day. No sign of fever or head ache in sight! *Knock on wood*

Tomorrow, I officially start my first day at the Career Center at 9! Excited and I hope I don’t cough in anyone’s face!

@2 years ago with 1 note
#Period #San Francisco #Alcatraz #Oakland #Snow White and the Huntsman #Rockin Crawfish #Wind #Cold #Fever #Sick #Bronchitis #Parents #Family #Chemistry #Passing #Jobs #Meow 
11. It was disgusting. Two bottles worth. Oh cat scans. And the IV contrast makes you feel like you pissed yourself. Meow. 

11. It was disgusting. Two bottles worth. Oh cat scans. And the IV contrast makes you feel like you pissed yourself. Meow. 

@2 years ago
#365 days of pics #Cat Scan #Banana Drink #Meow #Cause it was a Cat scan 

Laaa deee daaa. 

Today I got to hang out with Marko and watched Django Unchained!

Really good movie! Quentin Tarantino never fails me. 

And I’m back on my running streak :) Finally. I gained 5 pounds from finals and during this holiday season mayynne. 

SUMMER BODIES ARE EARNED IN THE WINTER. Get to it. Plus, if I want that tattoo, I better have a killlaahhh bod. Lawls. Well to my satisfaction at least. 

@1 year ago with 3 notes
#Meow #Typing too much because I'm getting tipsy? #To another beer! #Quentin Tarantino #Django Unchained #Longboard Island Lager #I like beer 

Meow

@2 years ago
#Meow 

I miss being in a relationship. There, I said it. Is that lame of me to admit that?! 

I want to meet a man who is a gentleman, who is actually interested in knowing me, who finds my quirks silly and cute, who won’t be afraid to get to know my family and friends, who can teach me something new, introduce me to different ideas, thoughts, someone who I can adventure with, be completely WEIRD with, try all kinds of food with, go on walks for the hell of it, and all the other million things that are running around in my head! 

And with that, I hope that I’m something that he’s looking for. I want to be a reason for him to smile when he’s had a shitty day, I want him to know that I’m there when he needs someone, I want him to know that he can go out with his friends without me blasting his phone, for him to know that I understand we have other priorities in our lives, that I will tell him what’s on my mind, and yes, I will make him a motherfuckin sandwich if he asks nicely, and all the other million things that I hope he’s looking for in a significant other! 

But until our stars are aligned… I shall be single. Taking it day by day, step by step. I can’t force something to happen, it will all work out in the end. 

I guess my inner girl just wanted to ranty rant rant about missing relationships but suffice it to say, I think being with someone is a beautiful thing. You share a bond no one else can understand. All the positives and negatives attract each other in a funky way, making the ties between you two even more intricate and unique. 

Mm, I don’t know how else to end this. 

I just want to hold someone’s hand.

@2 years ago with 7 notes
#Inner Girl coming out with in full force! #Meow #Holding hands #Relationships #Sandwich 
lacksadasical

That’s how I’ve been feeling all day. Someone slap me and tell me to do homework. 

Overall this weekend has been two loops on a roller coaster ride. The beginning of this week, I just started my monthly and was studying for my physio lab exam. I felt okay on Monday and Tuesday, when Wednesday came around for the exam, my nerves shot up. I asked my classmates to stab my arm haha so I wouldn’t have to take the test. No one did it though. Like usual, I was one of the last students to leave the class and when I turned on my phone, I saw a text message that my parents got me a car! Beyond excited, but relieved and fearful that my lab exam was done. I smoked with my roommate, her boyfriend, his cousins, and their neighbor. I was on a good one. I haven’t felt that relaxed in a while and I slept in til 10:30 am! Never slept in that late this semester. It was awesome :3 I then went to class, met up with Michelle and Katie for peer advising to talk about classes next fall <— now that made me excited, but afterwards Michelle invited me out! Now that made me go through the roof! Haha went to Anatomy lecture and just couldn’t pay attention! I just wanted to eat dinner with Francisco, Abbie and Vincent. I was getting hangry… lol I then found out that DJ boy was spinning on CAMPUS but it’s okay, I caught up with friends. Didn’t have class on Friday because we had an exam on Wednesday but I had an interview with Spartan Hearts for the secretary position and I stayed in the library til 2:00. Went home and took a nap and later that night went out with Michelle and Candice! It was a good night! I didn’t know what to expect since I’ve never seen them outside of the school environment. They showed me around downtown which was nice! I now know a few places haha. Those two were done after 3 drinks and I was just beginning to feel it, but we went home at 1:30ish and I went to bed at 3 and had to wake up for Spartan Admitted Day at 7:30! F my life lol. I got to school 15 minutes late and stayed til 12. It was actually really fun hanging out with the officers! It’s weird how people come closer at the end of the year and now that a majority of them are graduating, super kawawa! But it’s life and thats just the way it goes. After Admitted Day, ate late lunch with Jordan and the two ladies at Kumako in Japan Town. YaAaAAmMMMm. I got hit by a door, but it was my bad because I was in the way :B and I FOUND OUT CANDICE is HALF  FILIPINO. Ughhh what else? I took a nap after eating and just literally bummed it all Saturday. No bueno… D: OH WELL. WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT IT NOW?! Nothing. Feelin sleepy but not sure if I’m gonna sleep. Meep. We’ll see. 

1 year ago
#SJSU #College #Spring 2013 #Meow #skfjbskdfjbsf 
1 year ago
#Meow #Typing too much because I'm getting tipsy? #To another beer! #Quentin Tarantino #Django Unchained #Longboard Island Lager #I like beer 
‎2 of the best conversations with my Pa at Home Depot:

Me: *carrying 50 pound bag of sand into my trunk* Why is the sand so heavy?
Pa: Because it’s wet… DUHHH
Me: Oh… you’re right… Hahahahhaa
Pa: That’s like asking, “Why do I need to poop?” “Oh yeah, I just ate.” It needs to come out DUHHHHH.

Me: Do you think physics is the number one science there is?
Pa: No.
Me: Did you honestly even like physics?
Pa: FUCK PHYSICS! Excuse my language… *laughing*
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I feel the same way Pa!

1 year ago
#home depot #physics #my pa #meow 
Meow
2 years ago
#Meow 

I have had quite the weekend. The longest weekend in a while actually. And at that, I haven’t posted a blog in forever! Let me back up a few weeks before I get started on this long weekend I had. 

Finals Week:

Man, chemistry was hell for me! Haha. I am not going to lie. It caused me to drink tons of coffee, eat unhealthily, sleep at early hours of the morning! I was just a complete mess. It even caused me to miss a weeks worth of my period! (As usual, my mom thought I was pregnant -_________-) After my chemistry final, I was still on edge because I wanted to know my grade! And thank goodness I found out like 2-3 days later, and I did pass! So, my stress levels went down! 

Week later:

After school has ended, I resigned from my old job Sonoma Chicken Coop. It was pretty sad, but I got a job on campus that would open many more doors for me in the long run. I’m so thankful that Sonoma was my first job and would not have it any other way. During this time, I was running every day for 15-20 minutes each. I was also keeping track of my food. Running has definitely made a difference in my mood and the way I looked at things. It made me way happier and I went to bed feeling good. Then my parents flew up on June 1st, here’s where the fun begins.

My long weekend:

I haven’t seen my Ma since February and I haven’t seen my Pa since November! So you can imagine how excited I was to see my parents! The day before I washed my car because I knew that they’d say something if I didn’t, I even got my car vacuumed! Ever since moving up here, it’s been so hard getting a carwash because of time constraints and because the weather up here is random as hell! Anyways, I arrive at the airport and I see my parents on the spot and the biggest SMILE appears on my face :) Even thinking about it makes me smile!! I give them the longest hug each and we’re off to go get breakfast. My Pa’s beard is disgustingly long hahaha and I even braided it (gross). We went to Ihop and ate breakfast. Mind you, I have been eating oatmeal everyday straight for like weeks on end because… well that’s self explanatory, I’m a college student haha. So I GRUBBED. We went back home to my place to relax a bit. My parents ended up napping which was a good thing for me! After their nap, we went to HR at State so that I could turn in some paper work, then to Tmobile, lunch at Sonoma and to get my last paycheck (they were so sweet to not make us pay!), went to Valley Fair to walk around, and lastly, went to watch Snow White and the Huntsman (ugGggGGgh CHRIS HEMSWORTH). We leave San Jose around 9:45 for Oakland and get there in exactly 45 minutes! 

All day Saturday, we were in San Francisco! We went to Alcatraz Island and let me say, it was pretty cool! the audio tour of the prison was pretty cool, telling you the story of different areas inside. The island itself is beautiful, I mean, hell it was such a NICE DAY. Cold and windy as hell, but the sun was shining and I could not complain! I was with my family! After Alcatraz we went to the Union Square and had a brief coffee and crepe break. We also went shopping a bit. Of course the three girls got something while Pops sat there patiently. After Sf, we went back to Oakland and drove to Rockin Crawfish! Oh my gahd, all I can say is “WOW” <— actually that’s all my Pa said lol. If you love Boiling Crab… then you haven’t tried Rockin Crawfish man…!! We grubbed and grubbed and ate like there was no tomorrow! We were so stuffed, we decided to go to BayStreet to walk off our food and then went back home. I went to bed feeling extremely exhausted and warm, but I just ignored it thinking it was my long day.

Sunday morning, I woke up extremely warm, thirsty, and sore. Lucky me, I had a fever the day my parents were to leave! Fuuuu. I took some meds, napped for a good  hour before they left and felt better! But over the course of the day, my fever went up and down and I had a growing headache. Cold compress and fluids were a necessity! 

Monday morning, I woke up on fire! My temperature was 104. Couldn’t believe the number, was a bit delirious. Missed my first day or work (but I called in and thank goodness they’re understanding). My sister had to miss her first day at the gym because of me :( But thanks to her, I got better. Through out the day, I got better, but the head ache still lingered. I went to bed not feeling as horrible as the past day. 

Tuesday morning, I woke up feeling fine actually! Made a doctor’s appointment in San Jose and drove down. But the drive was the worst part, I started feeling sick again… when I got to the office I had a temperature of 101.. yep, the head ache was lingering back. I got my medication at Cvs and went to Safeway/Vons to pick up a few items because my place was foodless. By the time I got home, little squirrlley Lori scared the shit out of me and forgot I wasn’t feeling well. I made lunch, took some pills and hoped it would magically kill all the pain I was feeling. But I was wrong! My headache was like a drill, drilling into cement! I even cried man, it was that bad. I cried about other things, but that’s far to embarrassing for me to post. I finally took some pain meds and fell asleep and woke up with the head ache gone and I think I sweated out that fever cause my bed and body was drenched. I was awake to see Lori walk through the front door and we chatted a bit before we both went to bed. 

Wednesday, rested all day. No sign of fever or head ache in sight! *Knock on wood*

Tomorrow, I officially start my first day at the Career Center at 9! Excited and I hope I don’t cough in anyone’s face!

2 years ago
#Period #San Francisco #Alcatraz #Oakland #Snow White and the Huntsman #Rockin Crawfish #Wind #Cold #Fever #Sick #Bronchitis #Parents #Family #Chemistry #Passing #Jobs #Meow 

I miss being in a relationship. There, I said it. Is that lame of me to admit that?! 

I want to meet a man who is a gentleman, who is actually interested in knowing me, who finds my quirks silly and cute, who won’t be afraid to get to know my family and friends, who can teach me something new, introduce me to different ideas, thoughts, someone who I can adventure with, be completely WEIRD with, try all kinds of food with, go on walks for the hell of it, and all the other million things that are running around in my head! 

And with that, I hope that I’m something that he’s looking for. I want to be a reason for him to smile when he’s had a shitty day, I want him to know that I’m there when he needs someone, I want him to know that he can go out with his friends without me blasting his phone, for him to know that I understand we have other priorities in our lives, that I will tell him what’s on my mind, and yes, I will make him a motherfuckin sandwich if he asks nicely, and all the other million things that I hope he’s looking for in a significant other! 

But until our stars are aligned… I shall be single. Taking it day by day, step by step. I can’t force something to happen, it will all work out in the end. 

I guess my inner girl just wanted to ranty rant rant about missing relationships but suffice it to say, I think being with someone is a beautiful thing. You share a bond no one else can understand. All the positives and negatives attract each other in a funky way, making the ties between you two even more intricate and unique. 

Mm, I don’t know how else to end this. 

I just want to hold someone’s hand.

2 years ago
#Inner Girl coming out with in full force! #Meow #Holding hands #Relationships #Sandwich 
11. It was disgusting. Two bottles worth. Oh cat scans. And the IV contrast makes you feel like you pissed yourself. Meow. 
2 years ago
#365 days of pics #Cat Scan #Banana Drink #Meow #Cause it was a Cat scan