What is my main concern today?
The fact that I’m scared that something bad might happen this Fall 2012. I guess this fear is stemming from what happened last Fall with a few questions still left unanswered, but I’m trying to keep a positive outlook. My primary physician is trying her best to give me all the answers and I am so thankful for have meeting her. She’s kind of like a cool Aunt that I never had. The kind I could talk to about sex, acne, brazilian waxes, etc. Hahaha, yeah, she’s pretty awesome.
Besides that, life in general has been pretty good. No complaints, other than the fact I need to get into a biology class. Mm, I guess I am fearful of my chemistry course, but who isn’t scared of chemistry when it ain’t your forte? Hell, it’s only Monday and I have not been in school for 1 whole week haha. After last Friday, I was so excited to go up to Oakland to see my family. We went out to a bar called Prizefighter in Emeryville. Thank God for looking like my older sister! I love getting drunk with my siblings. Haha, just 6 more months! And even though they went to Rock the Bells without me, I was just so happy to step away from the college scene. Other things were gonna go down, but they didn’t go through and that’s okay. A date is set, so hopefully things will go smoothly… haha fuck, I’m excited but scared. I’m awkward. I’m weird. SDkjbsdfkJBSFdosdfbf
On another note, things to do (!):
Do homework and read
Don’t think too much
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#Fear #College #Drinking #Guy #Homework #Focus #Optimistic thinking!