I hate admitting that I’m not good at something. I played softball for the first time ever last night and swung a golf ball for the first time ever this morning. I completely suck and it is damn frustrating! I remind myself that I’m a novice and that I’m gonna suck the first time around, it just doesn’t help when there are other “novices” around who are considered “naturals” andI’m here like a straight up derp. It’s a series of being jealous (me), frustrated (me), sad (me), and happy (for the other person) all at once.
Let me play football, let me toss a girl in the air, give my some crazy interaction —> I’m more in tuned. Is that an excuse? Maybe. Actually, I don’t know.
Just a daily reminder that sometimes we aren’t good at everything, and that it takes practice.
@17 hours ago with 2 notes
1) The bus: Why? So my ass doesn’t have to walk 10 blocks to school. Hahaha but also because it’s free and nothing is ever really free right?
2) Water: We’re honestly in the shit hole right now with H20 and it’s something that is something that keeps us going. Seriously. I try not to waste water, I DEFINITELY try to drink it all up actually haha.
3) A roof over my head: Whether it be in San Jose, Oakland, or San Diego, thankful to be under a ceiling that is sustainable and protects me from the cold soon-to-be-fall-nights.
@4 days ago
"And that’s the shit I remember. It’s wonderful stuff, you know? Little things like that, that happen. Those are the things I miss the most.The little idiosyncrasies that only I knew about… people call these things imperfections, but they’re not. Aw, that’s the good stuff. And then we get to choose who we let into our weird little worlds."
@1 month ago with 39 notes
#robin williams #Sean Maguire #Good Will Hunting
"Those who are without compassion cannot see what is seen with the eyes of compassion."
@1 month ago with 811 notes
@2 months ago with 4 notes
Sorrynotsorry for my scleras hahaha. I just wanted to say hi all, it’s been a minute. Kinda consumed in work, summer school, and other little miscellaneous things! Hope all of you are doing well!